Just went back from Hospital Gleneagles ( Not Grand for God's sake )

Just went back from Hospital Gleneagles , For your information is Gleneagles not GRAND ( Meng Juan Meng Juan.. haiz ) To understand the directions from Serdang to Ampang , I checked by using Google Earth , and yes it is one of the most efficient way to find out the right direction for the right destination. But the name must be correct lah ~ I search for few minutes to discovered the right name for the Hospital , GLENEAGLES ! ~ GRAND .. WHAT LAH.

So we head to Hospital Gleneagles which is located at Ampang.Searched for her room and we found her... laying on the bed... looked really tired and dull.. She couldn't move except her arm and head. I saw those bruises on her arm.. gosh.. wonder how she felt that moment when she bang herself... Unbelievable...Couldn't Imagine how's that feel.

I felt a pain in my heart when I saw her , gosh... that feeling ... kinda kanasai.

I really do hope things like this wouldn't happen to her.. She still asked for my condition while she's in pain you know ? Haiz... Silly Alice... you rest lah. Sha gua.

Her family came forward to support her , a few formal classmate of mine also came forward to support her but just left. Even her boyfriend , lol also brought along his Buddies came forward to support her as well. See Alice ? We all Love you.You really need to take a very good care of yourself so that other's won't worry too much about you.

Gosh... so worried about her... She's going to start her surgery tomorrow... Doctor will put a screw inside her spine... She must be feeling afraid right now... although she looks ok infront of us...

Alice , you must be confident and brave alright ?

I wished to stay there and accompany her but hospital wouldn't allow so many people to stay...

I am so so so worried about her right now.. hope that she will sleep well... and get a good rest for tomorrow's operation..

Guess I can't sleep again tonight... I must visit her and stay there for her tomorrow.

Lord... I ask only for this favor for once again , Please give every of your power and strength for her... is so heartbreaking to see her in this sort of condition... Help her get through this as soon as possible... I know you will O Lord.. You are the only God I can seek for help non others... cause You are the most powerful God of all.. I trusted your power and your Holy Spirit.Protect her with the Hands of God and let nothing could harm her. Fight the Devils away , and build her strong beliefs towards you. Let her be courage and no fear for anything through your Holy Spirit... lessen her pain O Lord... Heal her as soon as possible so that she can be able to walk as usual again.. I only ask for this O Lord... By your name I pray.. Amen.

 

LORD PLEASE HEAL ALICE !

I just received a called from Alice's sister , and discovered that Alice got car crashed by accident.

At first I thought it was a joke cause they always joke with me about these kinds of thing. But never knew that so called joke could be real T.T I really do hope everything still remain as a joke !

Her sister cried to me saying that Alice bang herself towards a big banners , and she broke her back bones... even her armed.. and was sent to ICU right now.. T.T gosh how could this happen !? She still called me this afternoon , why the hell things happened so fast !?

The Doctor said this could be serious and may lead her to disabled for three months or maybe more half years... Right now she's still in ICU.. LORD PLEASE HEAL HER WITH ALL YOUR POWER AND WILL !!

She must be very painful right now... T.T GOSH ALICE...

I just prayed with Isaiah about Alice..

I must repeat the whole prayer again and again tonight.. I hope she wouldn't feel too much pain.. She's even afraid of butts and easily fall sick while we are in camping , now car crashing !? No ways she's gonna feel better.. Lord please make her feel better...

Dear Heavenly Father...
We give thanks for everything YOu have done for us...
The blessings and all the things YOu have given to us...
Lord, we ask for Your forgiveness...
Now Lord
Our sister, Alice...
we lift her up to You Lord
you are our mighty God... Our deliverer, our healer...you are the Lord of lords and King of kings...
And we know
that You have given your life for us... by Your stripes... We  are healed...
Lord... We pray, your healing hands be upon sister alice
Your blood to cover her Lord...
Give her the peace, strength and mercy, grace and also love...
She needs You, Lord...
Be with her Lord...
In Jesus most precious name.. Amen..
 

ONE UTAMA DAY

Went to One UTAMA yesterday with Fy Fy and Grackt ( need to mention hard for the T behind ). My new friend introduced by Fy Fy.

Took ktm from Serdang to Kepong.I felt great , I always love the feeling of sitting in a Light Rail Train , thinking. It really calms me down and I feel comfortable for doing that.If I get the chance to travel in Japan , I will certainly take the Light Rail Train as my main transportation. Imagine if you passed through the Fuji Mountain , purple Lavenders and all those colourful Flowers ~ Wah ~~ So nice ~

Usually I only took ktm to KL Central but yesterday was more than that.I passed through KL , PUTRA as well as Seremban.Seen different view and scene , those outstanding buildings makes me wanna quickly get a license and explore all these places. Love it.

When I had arrived Kepong , I waited fy fy at the Kepong KTM station.The wind blew onto my face , that feeling was indeed remarkable.I felt never than before, so nice and warm , thus I really need this after with all these shits I had been through these few days.It reminds me back about my past , but oh well , sometimes , Indulge yourself a little could be nice especially when you're in a situation where nothing could seems to help and get rid of all your problems. Just don't go clubbing , don't go smoking don't drink like me and get kissed by those stranger like me than anything could be great. ( oh and get rid of drugs and sex as well ^^ ) Clubbing , trust me it makes you worse. Your mind will get confused by those crazy musics and spotlight , then you will think negatively and at the end you will ruin yourself.But truly without that night , I never knew that I'm trapped into such a serious matter and really have to get out from it before I repeated my past again.Gosh , I can't believe I did those thing to myself.

I was destroyed by the one who I trusted and now I came to destroy myself? That's so mean.I should live a better life after being treated so unfair.I deserve this because first , I did not did anything wrong at all , why should I turn myself like shit after what that jerk had did to me ? I paid full responsibilities In our relationship and I put myself serious into this.I shouldn't felt guilty or regret cause he is the one who should felt it that way.I hope that God would change him into a better person before he ruin others life.

I should learn how to love myself more before I find the right ways to love others.

Nature is still the best. When you're standing in front of the nature.You'll feel better , it widen your mind and your thoughts about life and purpose of living.It makes you even appreciate every of your surrounding more.You will finally realize that this world is so huge and you are not the only one who is trying to fight for living.Your problems are so small, is not a big deal at all if you compare to what happen in this world.Yes there are sad moments but doesn't mean Happy moments won't come , it was like a recycle thing , after sad moments happy moments again after happy moments then sad moments again.This is what a Life should be. Just appreciate every moments that happen , Is nothing to be weak , and is never a wrong thing to cry. There's no rules that stated you can't be weak you can't be sad,you must not cry,is a looser to be like that ~ No.If there is one, fuck it for me.But always remember to be strong after you cry, cause that's the only choice you have and try not to let it delay for long because It doesn't bring you any good at all.So when you are sad , go find >> THE NATURE.They are the best medicine which cures the most. 

We finally arrived at One Utama and planned to visit ACTION KARMEN as well as ZHU ZHU cause they work there.Fy Fy thought they both work in Adidas shop so we search for them at Adidas and found ourselves standing in front of the shop like a retard.So I decided to called her

Me : Wei , Where are you now ?

Action Karmen : Working leh !

Me : Eh ? Didn't see you de ? I'm Infront of Adidas now wor ~~

Action Karmen : =.=''' I AM WORKING AT ADD-ON !!

Me :: LOL HAHA okok heheh ~~

We laughed like mad LOL

We found Add On , awww ~ they both are standing there so cute , one short one tall , so cute ! xD So match !! Muaks muaks !! LOve them ^^ They welcome us and serve us ~ So nice ~ ^^

Haha , Add on in One Utama is having a clearance right now , their clothes and dresses mostly cost around 10 to 30 something , that's so damn cheap.I need to buy those. xD
I shop like mad , and took everything which I like.Eh ~~ Support Action Karmen and Zhu Zhu mah ~ ( cheh ~ yeah meh ? )

Then Fy Fy brought me to a Japanese Shop , I shopped like mad again !! xD !! hahahah !!
Eh ~ Long time didn't shop mah ~ Now shop for fun mah ~ Happy for a while mah so sad these few days ~~ treat myself better ~ xD ( BLEK )

I really had a great time with them ^^ Especially Fy Fy's buddy Grackt , such a nice and funny guy.We three talking and chatting like mad , shop like mad as well ^^ hehe

Bosco called me ... and he told me( actually is his friend who told me first )  something which I would never believe that.How can a person just seen you for once then fall for you d ? Walao yeah , guys nowdays... so ... wah...

He told me that he had feelings for me when he first met me , but is just that I never sense and notice him cause , he's so quiet sitting over there and I could never imagine someone who doesn't speak to me at a first place will like me after then ? He told me that , is been a year he never really court other girls because he's afraid of getting hurt again.That's why he never took any actions eventhough he likes me .. and most of the reason.. I think , is because of his... =.=''' buddy Wen that kept kacau me. *VOMIT*

His friend told me about his feelings towards me while he was calling me , he never had any intention to tell me about how he feel because he knew I was being hurt lately , and wouldn't be prepare for any new relationship. He doesn'tt even dare to tell me that night because I will sure find it hard to believe.But his friend spoiled everything lor ~ So he have to admit.. about the fact that he likes me.

He did allude to me for several times that he likes me but I didn't get that ... because he knew that my mind only involves that jerk.So the only thing he can do , is to wait.. and help me.He just want an answer from me , but really... I don't know what answer should I give him... and was afraid of hurting him.. You can't expect me to accept him straight away right ? Because that's so ridiculous shit man ! ( Like what Alice's husband said , The old one goes the new one came mah ~ ) =.='' please ~ I don't wanna ruin such a nice guy life , he still has other choices for God's sake.

ME : " Erm, seriously.. I really don't wanna think about that right now.I just healed from the wound and really hope to concentrate on things which could makes me feel better , for example my studies.. And I really need time , a lots of time maybe years.. to prepare for other...

Bosco : " I know.. I know how you feel.I already being single for a year so is nothing to me at all.I can wait for your time , I will wait for you.When you totally forget about him and when you are prepared.You promise to consider my offer?
 
Me : " I... haiz.. honestly.. is not worth it to wait for me.Well , at this moment I hope you can still find others which suits you the most.Don't find those which you thinks she owns the whole package or anything good you can think of. Find someone that really suits you.. Ok ?

Bosco : " But I still have to find the one that I really like right ? I won't tell you or asked you to decide anything right now , I know.. how you feel. I just want to realize and understand more about you.. before I really tell you..what I wanted to tell..

Me : " Yeah.. well... sure.. I can't stop you anyway... and your a grown up right now you sure know what you are doing.. I just hope we can be friends for now cause you're a kind man ^^ Sure can be good friends. ^^

His friend told me that this guy was so crazy about me until he bother them for hours asking lots of question about me.They even chatted until 5am in the morning.. Gosh..well haha that's kinda cute :) And Alice told me the exact same thing as well xD LOL

" This guy quite funny , yesterday night kept annoying us until 5am , Now also the same , quite wondering that he is that passionate... "

Gosh , all these people kept asking me to accept him accept him what the =.=''' ( Not you lah alice I mean your husband and his friend )

Seriously... I really don't feel like involving in any kinds of relationships right now I don't even want to talk about it..Is not easy for me to walked out from that shits yeah know.I just hope to be calm and single right now cause being single , truly , IS STILL THE BEST !! You don't need to care about those jerk's feelings anymore because when you care for them and did everything for them you get nothing in return but instead you get something like >> Girls so Lame ah ~ Silly ah ~ Annoying ah ~ Think too much ah ~~ Not Good enough ~~

Eh ~ Please , fucking jerks you are very good meh ? What good you give me you tell me lar !! MIRROR YOURSELF PLEASE !! HELLO !!!

I don't understand guys that's the problem.I don't understand what are they thinking what are their intentions which makes me aren't mature enough to handle a relationship.And the other reason mostly is also because of me , myself who doesn't have any experience on observing people especially for guys.I am very sensitive and ain't mature on playing the right roll when it comes to  relationship matters.Always getting hurt and failed in a relationship.I doesn't even know how to protect myself from being hurt by them as well.I need to see the world more because I am one of those who are destine to be hurt and fail many times before I could found the right one.

It took me a month to finally accept the fact that He is a jerk and had never been good as I thought he were before.I even analyzed everything on a white paper to find a clue on what's happening between us are just fake stories and it finally gave me the evidence that he is cheating me,using me and fooling around with me all this while.Is just that I choose to trust him although I can sense something suspicious about him.I even tried to convinced myself to continue trusting him after all he had done to me.But not again for now, He is a super big jerk and that's a fact.Everything is fake , everything is just an acting.

Girls , if you are being treated unfair , please kick and killed those jerks besides you.You aren't born to be treated like this shitty ways.

Eh ! My Papa sayang me my Mami sayang me my Di Di sayang me my friends all support me did I give you the permission to treat me like this !? REPORT TO YOU MOM !! XD  See who are you pissing right now ok !? Esther Loh !!! I can ruin your life if I want to , I can just call your  mom and tell her everything you had did to me , you are dead ! Just pick up my phone and asked my friends for help, I bet you never wanted to step out from your house again !! I can really destroy everything about you If I want to ok ? I can even call my Ah Gua friends to rape you and kick you for prostitution !! ( You suit so well , sure can find big money )

But fortunate for you , you met someone just as kind and nice as me. ;) :P Before this, I really thought of ruining your life after what you had did to me,my friend even stand by and waited for my order.But at the end I cancel.I didn't want to waste my time for you because you know why ? I pity those who love you and care for you , IS BECAUSE I DOESN'T WANT TO HURT THOSE WHO LOVE YOU AND CARE FOR YOU !! LISTEN CAREFULLY IS THOSE WHO LOVE YOU AND CARE FOR YOU !! APPRECIATE THEM PLEASE !! So next time , please be careful about who you are gonna to piss !! Because of your reckless fucking attitude could cause them shits you Soh Hai Ego Self Center and Ungrateful Son !! Still call yourself mature ? LAN LAH YOU !! You don't even had any inner beauty , what makes you deserve to own someone better ? You never knew what's your ex girlfriend background is ( Ewww... Mentioning about Ex girlfriend ? I felt like vomit.. I am not his ex girlfriend , NEVER !! ) I bet he sure find another leng lui to cheat right now ~ Good luck for that girl I hope she's smart enough though.

We had seen a very cute purple colour bear which is Fy Fy's and Lala favourite. But when we both saw the name for the bear >> Thomas

Fy's face turned into black , and I felt very DULAN *PUKE* Why on earth your name is everywhere yeah ? Did you know that bear is Fy's and La's favourite ? And is really hard to find a purple colour bear ? Your name yeng sui such a cute bear lor ~ Fy fy even walked away after she saw that bear's name , haiz...

Man , you are just bringing shits to this world.Nothing more.

~~ SURPRISE ~~

Sigh.... My visual diary ah...

Due to the reason that I haven't finish some of my art work yet , I decided to finish those art work at school.But mane tahu itu driver ah ~ Whenever I get late , he will arrive earlier than me. When I tend to be early that day , he will always be late. Now play with me is it ? cheh.

So I woke up early this morning, was hoping that I can arrive school earlier than usual just to work on my Visual Diary. But that stupiak driver has been late for over 20 minutes. WTF !  And so I receive Tom's call as well... but I choosed not to pick up for some reason. Right now , I just wanted to concentrate on my assignments , not others. 

When we arrived school , it is almost 8.00am. There's a huge bunch of students in study room rushing for their Visual Diary as well. Garbage everywhere , papers everywhere , the whole room is in a huge mess ! So horrible.... I wonder what UTAR paid for those indian auntie ah ? Shit ? That's why those indian auntie cleaner doesn't want to finish their job on cleaning?

Oh ~ I skipped my Economic Lecture's class just to finish my damn Visual Diary... I felt so damn tired ~~ I guess everyone in my class had the exact same situation as mine... cause I can see panda eyes from every each of them. English Tutorial class lagi worse , we don't even have the mood for the class... I guess Mr. Yaw aren't happy with us today cause we didn't pay any attention to his class,I am sorry Mr.Yaw.. too tired to listen... we are rushing for visual diary the whole night without sleeping... We did tried our very best to open our ears but that the same time our eyes are shutting down like shit >.<

During the Art tutorial...same as last week , all of us are asking questions around like mad again... but luckily TB1 are very cooperative , we helped each other during the tutorial revision session.TB1 !! OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! YES !!!!!!!!! SERIOUSSSS ~~ AH ~~~ ?

 I thought I will end my whole day class session with a bad and tired mood.
But then a message came.It was him.

" Princess, can we talk after your art class ? I will be waiting nearby "

I deleted the message. Nearby ? Lol that means he won't be around my class right ? Avoid from him yay ! Cause I have no mood for all these. Not today , and not tomorrow.

But then... =.=''' he very smart lo ~

He was waiting for me outside my classs !!!!! I sort of... avoid having eye contacts with him.Luckily shadow came by and distracted my attention and awkward reaction by calling my name , we both discussed something about the computer studies.I was being cold to him that time... >,< so bad la me. Until....

" Princess ? Princess... Close your eyes pls."

=.=''' what the fuck is he doing right now ? Don't do something stupiak ah ! I refused to close  my eyes at the first place.

But when that Julie pig and Action Karmen insisted me to close my eyes, I closed lo ~

I thought this is going to be a stupid game or what so ever... but when I tend to open my eyes again... what I have saw , is something which never ever happen to me before... never something in my life I would expected that to happen.. Never have any thoughts and images about that in my mind cause I never take notice on that either... But it did happen... and is a guy like him who makes it happen... He even injured his neck just to give me this... ( I felt so bad... so sorry... so hurt for you...) and is very embarassing to take that together with him and give it to me in Public...But still.. he did... just for the sake of an unimportant apology... my mind was blank and my mouth was wide open when he gave that to me...

IT IS...  A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS !!!

He told me , that he have read my post which is written in chinese.. he doesn't understand them... so he asked someone to translated them just to knew and understand how I feel...

and ,  and , he gave me a card...

" PRINCESS , I'm so so sorry for the things I did. I was inconsiderate and didn't take care of your feelings... Please give me another chance because only you can change me into a better man. "

I kissed him immediately... infront of public because.. I don't care anymore.I just want to kiss this wonderful guy infront of me. I felt touched , not because of the flower.. but is the fact that he had shown his sincerity to me...

I mean , does a girl like me even deserve all this ?

A guy like him.. should deserve a better girl than me.. but he did all these just for me.

Tom... you are such a sweet guy. ;) Thanks for lightening my life with your surprise everyday...You touches my heart... Never ever something which are so meaningful like this happens to me before in my life... never even an appreciation from anyone before..but you did... and you makes it happen... you are wonderful.I admit that I am cold at times... and I choose not to care about anything at all...because I have fed up with the people and environment surroundings... who hurts and let me down all the time. I thought I will be going to spend the rest of my life being alone , doing things alone , and still I don't mind about it at all cause I knew I already get used to it. I try so hard to defend myself from being hurt by anyone.. that's why I am so cold and reckless.I DON'T DARE TO LOSE AT ALL. But you proved me wrong Tom.I wasn't a very caring girl... I don't know how to repay you back for all the things you've done to me... because I never experienced anything like this before... and plus never take notice about anything like this... But what I knew is that... I will always love you with all my heart... and I will always be there for you no matter what... cause you are not alone ;) I will protect you, sayang you , and listen to every single word you say.. I will take more notice on you...I won't abandon you.

I LOVE YOU

And God.. thanks for everything... thanks for sending such an angel into my life.. I'm sorry for my rebellious and unconcerned attitude at times... I am sorry for the ignoring at times.. I am so sorry.

But what tom told me was true. Anything that God gives , never mend to be bad.There must be a purpose , a meaning , and always mend to be good.

See that ? I'm falling for an Angel..

STUPIAK !!!! DAY ~~~

Woke up at 5.00am.

Very tired.... Assignments are making me crazy like hell lately. This is what we call stress. Unlike some people who doesn't even do anything , but kept saying >> I'm stress yer ~ so stress ~~ don't know how to do , don't know what to do , very crazy ~~ ahhH ~~~ ( even trying to make herself look busy , cheh , you think me Esther live 10 years for nothing is it ? )

Tell me , does she even deserved to utter a word STRESS ? F. U . C . K  you lah !!!

Yesterday internet connection broke down , that's so lin stupiak ! I am having an urgent assignment and you still !! arggg !!!! cheh !!

This morning , I woke up early to prepare myself for the showcase due to the reason that we are having an art presentation gallery and I am one of the showcase's committee member. I dress myself like la la mui today. With a short pants and a boots just to make me feel comfortable while running around like shit cause ACTION KARMEN restricted me to wear high heels as well as mini skirt.

She is getting very serious for her showcase preparation... no choice , she's the host of the showcase and I am her assistant.

Now , the point is. I will always leave my house at 6:30am. But guess what ? My little cuty brother woke up at 6:30am sharp !!! ( STUPIAK !! ) I AM SO PROUD OF YOU !! DWI DWI !! Then my mom ? LOL MY MOM ~~~ She has to attend a so called important meeting today and she woke up at 7.00am.

WAH ~~~ SOOO ~~ IMPORTANT ~~ WAHHh ~~

My dad ? Still sleeping lo ~

Me ? My showcase starts at 7:30am and my driver refused to wait for me due to the reason that I was getting too late at that time. I am so sorry about that Driver. I promise I will whack them for you.

Nevermind ~ then my dad fetch me to school immediately , but I never knew why the hell a smart person like him never uses his brain to think. So many road you don't want to use you use the KLANG LAMA road which famous is with HEAVY TRAFFIC JAM EVERY MORNING !

Man ? What the fuck ? I know you have 40 years of experience on driving already ah pa ~~ but that doesn't mean you have 40 years of experience on using the brain ok ? You never predicted the time , you never predicted the days whether it is weekend or not ~ Still insisted that using KLANG LAMA road only spends about 30 minutes. EHH ~~ HELLO ~~ That day was SATURDAY ALRIGHT !? Of course there isn't any traffic jam in the morning !!! Use your brain to think lah !!!!!

I know you guys thinks that I am cruel. But by facing a person who doesn't knew about anything , still pretended as he knows it all. IT SUCK THE HELL OUT OF ME !

DAD : Ask your driver wait for a while mah ~ very fast de mah ~~

Me : Wah ~ people so TAK HAN wait for you ah ? You let people fetch still want others to wait for you
so " DAI PAI " ah ? People own you one is it ? How can you let people wait for you instead they are the one who fetch you ? You should wait for them ok ?

DAD : Won't lambat la ~ your class usually starts at 8am , sure can arrive before that.

Me : What oh ? You think really that easy ? Doesn't need to think about the traffic jam that wasted our time for over one hour everyday ? Parking slot leh ? Don't need time to find that is it ?

MOM : Next time ah ! You guys better wake up early lah !! You see me ! Now late already !!

???????

WHAT THE STUPIAK FUCKING HELL !!?

Now who is the one who woke up at 7am just now !?

And your meeting starts at 9.00 am so shut the hell out !! man !!

Another incident

That miss Danielle ~~~ with a nice smile and sweet voice ~~ so angel ~~

When I arrived school , she still hasn't arrived yet. Nevermind , then prepare the showcase quickly loh or else ACTION KARMEN pic chek. And she really is , I can understand that totally cause she wants everything to be perfectly done , anything which is not under her control , sure blasted like hell. So Danielle hasn't came yet. We don't care as long as there is a projecter as well as  extension provided for us.

But the thing is... The projecter and the extension haven't came too. Because ? That sweet little miss Danielle didn't booked and reserved for us loh ~~~

But at the end still blame us Showcase group for nothing. Eh ? Hello ? You think we showcase team is perfect and brilliant is it ? MC host job also our fault , TB's presentation also our job , even the laptop , extension and projector which is belongs to the lecture's right for booking it , our fault as well ? Ok now you blame us for everything lah ? Huh ?

You punye orang sendiri pun tak tahu role sendiri , nak buat ape pun tak tahu , you tak pergi blame dia orang you datang pic chek kita orang?

I totally agree with Action Karmen stand. She said it is ok if she criticize on our ability for not doing a great job. But pls do not  judge me by saying that I didn't do anything at all. OK ? 

This world is getting miserable with all these kind of people in it. HATE THEM !! ARGGG !!!

LOL

I went to PC block today. With him. Yeah ~ I promise him to watch his presentation so there I go.

PC , is a very colded place. The air conditioner cold like hell. It almost freezed me lol. But oh well , I still like it. I rather to be cold till death than hot till death. For future broadcaster and future graphic designers~ You guys will never regret to start your class at PC. The computer lab and all that are much more better than PE block.

I attended his class. Then I observed the environment in his class. To me , it is totally an adult world.Everyone there is so different than the people in PE. They lost the joy we had everyday , lost the argument we had at times , lost the happiness and the freedom we experience in PE. Not only that , I have observed his classmate as well... and the conclusion I got was... I have been to the society world with those OL and OB working in companies. The attitude , the style , the egoism and et cetera et cetera. Those hatred behind the smile , those back stabbing behind the smile , those lies behind the smile... Is really hard to find someone who are straight forward enough. Unlike us , I can say.. although.. we aren't really getting into a higher maturity level of thinking , but we are happy due to the reason that we never think too much. BUT there is an disadvantage as well , and it is because we never use the brain to think wider , so we are not trained to have a higher maturity level of thinking.

lol... things are never been perfect isn't it ? ^^

Tom , I can say you have done a great job on your presentation , well done.Except the fact that you are using it at the wrong person.Those people doesn't have any professional mind at all.They do not wish to improve their mind , in fact , they only wish to go back early and sleep.

HUMANS ~ AHH ~~ HAHAHAHAHH ~~

I seen her mom today. Thank to you TOM =.=''' In a very unprepared situation... I wore a short pants and a low cut blouse... With a boots... SO LA LA !!! ARGGG !!!

Her mom... I can say.. she seems like a woman who has been through a lot. So calm and intelligent. UNLIKE MINE ~ LIKE A CHILD. I don't know how and what her mom thinks about me but what I knew was that , I like her. Seeing her quiet and peace infront of me , is hard to predict and observe what her thoughts really are... a Mystery woman.She owns her caring side , but at the same time , she is quite cold.

But overall , lol , I had a great time for dinner ^^ 127 RINGGIT WOR !!! LOL !! XD !!!! Don't know what kind of CIPLAK NORMAL RESTAURANT was that ~ Eh ~~ I ate those at serdang oh ~ maximum 70++ only lor ~~ tasty lagi ~~

Entahlah ape yang berlaku dengan dunia ni ~ cheh ~

AND I STAY IN CHERAS SELATAN NOT CHERAS :P

lolz xD